Nine Long Months - by Ingrid Aspey
I carried you for nine long months,
Looking forward to your birth.
Little did I ever know,
You'd never breath on earth.
I'd made such plans for your life,
Looking forward to bringing you home.
I never though for one second,
When I came home I’d be alone.
They said there’d been some complications,
They said that you had gone.
I couldn't understand their words,
What had happened? What had gone wrong?
Now they don’t want to talk of you,
The people who drop by.
They think that I should just accept,
My baby's in the sky.
I’ll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, you’ll be.
I know we’ll meet again some day,
Then in my arms you'll always stay.
Every day I’ll think of you,
Think of you with love.
My precious little baby,
My Angel up above.
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey 2009
found this & thought it perfect.xx
These are my footprints,
so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints
never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint,
for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant
for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints,
in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
if you just give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints,
are found on Mommy and Daddy's hearts.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
We'll never truly part
hello darling
Just wanted to pop by and say hello.Missing you so so much babe.Was talking to another Angel mummy today.Was nice talking face-to-face with someone who 'knows'.Mummy was so close to tears but held them all back-didn't want to embaress you did I!?Hope you helped Keane catch his lanterns darling-remember he's younger than you and you have to be nice to him like Freya is with Dexter!I wish you were here with them darling.You'd have fitted in so perfectly.I love you my precious baby.I'm sorry I let you down.xxx
lifetime wish
If I could have one life time wish
One dream come true
I would pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried
You left behind broken hearts
And happy memories too
But I never wanted memories
I only wanted you
To your resting place I go
Flowers are placed with care
But nobody knows the heartache I feel
As I turn and leave you there
beautiful madison...its because of angels like you that heaven is so so beautiful..sending you love hugs and kisses
happy angelversary baby
hi darling,
I'm sorry I'm crying so much right now.It's your special day and I want you to enjoy it I really do-just wish you were enjoying it with me!can't believe it's been 4years.It all seems like yesterday.I can still see the room,the midwife,the scan all so clearly.Remember how it rained really late that night?Remember me taking you over to the window to show you the rain and show you the daybreak.I remember it all darling.I wanted to show and teach you as much as I could squeeze into those precious hours.Remember the birds singing?God how I hated them for being so happy when my life had just been ripped apart.I'm sorry babes I can't write anymore right now.Happy 4th angelversary sweetie.xxxxx
4years on :(
hello sweetheart.Well what can I say!This time 4 years ago I was 39+6-you were due to arrive the day after.I was excited-urging you to hurry up.Not known for my patience am I babe!I was really looking forward to holding you and taking in your gorgeous newborn smell.Then to take you home and show you off to the older 3-they'd been driving me mad for weeks asking if mummy had the baby out of her belly yet!All I wanted was to be your mum.
I'm so sorry my horrible body let you down darling.I had 2 jobs-to arry you safely for the 40 weeks then to deliver you safely into the world.But my body didn't do it's job did it!It didn't go into labour til it was too late.I'm so sorry sweetheart.xx Love you now and always.xx
Sorry darling.xx
Hi sweetheart.I know I haven't been to see you for a couple of weeks but I do think about you lot's.Mummy's just finding it hard with being so close to having the new baby darling.I keep on going over what happened to you in my head and I'm scared I won't bring this baby home either.I know that's no excuse to neglect you babe and I really am sorry.
Love you now and always,
Mummy.xxx
I'm there inside your heart
Right now I'm in a different place,
And though we seem apart,
I'm closer than I ever was,
I'm there inside your heart.
I'm with you when you greet each day,
And while the sun shines bright,
I'm there to share the sunsets too,
I'm with you every night.
I'm with you when the times are good,
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall,
I'll still be there for you.
And when that day arrives,
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me,
Forever in my heart.
An Angel never dies
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold.
It doesn’t mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill you arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes”,
But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do ,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That 'I am always there'.
There’ll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you’ll understand.
Although I’ve never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never was
An angel never dies
please help darling
hiya darling,
mummy has thought of you every day even though I haven't been on here or to your grave since last week.I know you were with mummy today darling.Please look after the little 1 inside me.I know it's got a problem but please make sure it's not as bad as they seem to think it could be.I need this 1 here with me darling.Losing you has hurt me so much.I can't face it again.
I love you angel,
Mummy.xxx
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