| Location | Holyhead |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 17/04/2005 |
| Date of Death | 17/04/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,355 since 13/08/2007 |
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My darling Madison was my 4th and much wanted baby.She was stillborn @ 42 weeks on April 17th 2005 @ 9.13pm and weighed 7lb 3.5oz.I stayed with her all night cuddling her and tried to show her as much as I could.I wanted to teach her everything I could in those short few hours.We watched the rain and the daybreak together-just mother and daughter the World at peace and all so silent.Almost perfect.Then I walked away from the hospital leaving my gogeous baby girl behind me with tears in my eyes.I was never to cuddle her again.
10 days later she was put to rest in her special garden.It was so hard seeing her little white coffin.She was buried with a little teddy and wore a lovely cream dress and a bangle from me and a necklace from her grandad.I saw her several times between the date she was born and the date she was buried.The final time was the morning of her funeral.Seeing her that last time was so difficult.Knowing that I had to walk away from her forever and say goodbye for the final time.Up until then I knew I'd see her again.
We never did get a reason for her leaving us.The post mortem showed she was perfectly healthy.I think about my special girl every single day.
Sweet dreams darling.xxx Love you always and forever.xxx
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6 whole years
well baby girl its that day again.the day my whole world fell apart with that 1 scan.deep down I knew before that scan..but until the scan there was a glimmer of hope that you were being your usual naughty self and hiding.You liked that game when Denise wanted to listen to your heartbeat!Can't believe it's been 6 years baby girl.the memories are so strong and clear.Like a movie playing out in my head.Just so sorry you never got your life darling.I really wish you'd had a chance.Mummy loves you lot's and will be over to see you later on.Happy angelversary baby girl.xxx
Poem I found.x
Poem for Mummy
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.
But God can you be a Mother
When your baby’s not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day
And some I send to fill your womb
But there’s no need to stay.
I just don’t understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say.
We go to earth to learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My Mummy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mum
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillows where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear.
Mummy don’t be sad today
I’m your baby and I’m here.
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are ok
Your babies are here in my Home
And this is where they’ll stay.
They’ll wait for you with me
Until your lesson there is through
And on the day that you come home
They’ll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother
Its the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realise
Until their time is done.
Remember all the love you have
And know you are a special Mum.
Author Unknown.
that time of year again
well here we are again baby girl.another april and many more tears.whoever said it gets easier with time lied.it still hurts just as much,still tears my heart apart.All I want to do is hold you and cuddle you and tell you how much I love you.I want to be with you so much.I'm so sorry baby girl.xxx
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Floaty kisses xxx
Madison Beautiful xxx
I can not beleive it has been five years......hope you had a lovely birthday with all your angels friends xxxx floaty kisses darling, sorry i didnt get on here on saturday.
loads of love Aunty Gilly xxx
happy angelversary darling
well todays the day baby girl.5 whole years :-( It still hurts just as much now as it did back then and that will never change darling.I remember it all so clearly.Those memories will never fade.Apart from a few pieces in your memory box those memories are all I have left of you and will hold on to them so very tight.Just wish it was you I was holding tight my beautiful little girl.
Anyway I hope you have a magical day playing in the clouds ith all your special Angel friends.I'm so sorry you never got the chance to celebrate it here with us darling.Love you squillions.XXX
hello darling.I know you were watching over mummy yesterday-thank you baby.today is Dexter's birthday..just 10 days away from yours..the house is a madhouse and I wish so much you were here too running riot and making noise and mess with these 5.I love you so so much my beautiful baby girl and that love for you will never fade.I'd give anything to hold you right now and give you a big cuddle and kiss and let you know you I love you so much.Miss you lot's darling.XXX
Nine Long Months - by Ingrid Aspey
I carried you for nine long months,
Looking forward to your birth.
Little did I ever know,
You'd never breath on earth.
I'd made such plans for your life,
Looking forward to bringing you home.
I never though for one second,
When I came home I’d be alone.
They said there’d been some complications,
They said that you had gone.
I couldn't understand their words,
What had happened? What had gone wrong?
Now they don’t want to talk of you,
The people who drop by.
They think that I should just accept,
My baby's in the sky.
I’ll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, you’ll be.
I know we’ll meet again some day,
Then in my arms you'll always stay.
Every day I’ll think of you,
Think of you with love.
My precious little baby,
My Angel up above.
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey 2009
found this & thought it perfect.xx
These are my footprints,
so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints
never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint,
for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant
for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints,
in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
if you just give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints,
in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints,
are found on Mommy and Daddy's hearts.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
We'll never truly part
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